The more I talk to him and refrain from telling him I love him the… differenter it gets.
Its not easy and its not better, brcause better would be telling him I love him and him being able to feel it.
ive had people tell me that my writing from when I was a teenager was the most heartfelt depiction of raw depression theyve ever read.
Now im pretty numb. I wonder how interesting numbness could be to read.
Tune in next time for ptsd and letting it win for the sake of interesting essays.
Coffee stained teeth and paper cuts are endearing. Fuck you.
[x] “One does not simply dancey dance into Mordor”
this is the 3rd time i’ve reblogged this and I am still laughing hystarically
The face your kitten makes after you rescue him from an alley downtown.
I’m gonna cry now
cuz his face
it’s like ‘thank you i was so scared’
; ^ ;
he has CAT TEARS.
SO THE MARGE SELMA AND PATTY ARE MY FRIENDS I WAS LITERALLY BEHIND THE GUY WHO TOOK THE PHOTO
The Indiana Jones one just killed me.
Im upset because someone I love is losing a fight and I cant do anything about it.
And because of this I cant love them anymore.
And I cant look forward to seeing their family.
I cant look forward to a life together with them.
Everything was great and then something slowly took over and im completely helpless.
When did we stop fighting for eachother?
Ha’a Keaulana runs across the ocean floor with a 50 pound boulder. They do this as training to survive the massive surf waves of winter. She learned her amazing skills from her dad, legendary waterman #briankeaulana and her Grandpa, #Buffalo. I was very humbled to learn from the Hawaiians who have salt water running through their veins. Mahalo Nui Loa. Please stay tuned for our upcoming story on the Hawaiian surfing culture.
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Brian Keaulana taught me to surf. Amazing family.
I don’t care what kind of blog I have I will blog this no matter what.
"Craving sensation: feeling unreal" was such a huge part of the beginning of my relapse. I was convinced that people in front of me didn’t even exist and I kept touching things and trying to feel sensation. I’m reblogging because I know that that was so horrifying for me and I never want anyone else to go through it.Just in case this can help someone. Some suggestions also seem harmful (eating a hot pepper really hurts!!!) but steps to feeling better and not self harming is most important. Sending you love and light
STOP SCROLLING! Please reblog this vitally important information because at least one of your followers is self-harming. Thank you!
I like complaining, sighing and making people uncomfortable.